Tag: darkness

Spiritual Parasite

Demonic darkness
coils through my mind-heart and soul.
Twisted parasite.

Eats my energy
feeds on filth, obscenities.
Rots away love, light.

The Reiki Master
Draws a picture of this deep,
Darkest attachment.

Image verbatim,
the demon grabbed me, age 4,
teeth, claws wrapped me up

I can see its face,
filthy, sour, dark eyes with jaws
so cold, so alone.

Noxious energy
fills my flesh and my spirit.
Wounds, sores develop.

Thoughts infiltrate me.
Influence, strings in my mind.
Unmentionables.

I feel so hopeless,
lifelong attachment, for if
it goes, so do I.

I must not return
to my own vomit like dogs
as Proverbs once said.

Miracles are real –
a blinding crash of lightning
plucked it out of me.

Faith, not magic here.
No magic ceremonies,
My spirit intact.

Within an instant,
my thoughts and feelings return.
They are now my own.

-theothersid3

The Two Witnesses

We are witnesses.
Darkest darkness, lightest light.
We have been and lived.

Demons scratch our backs,
gargling innocent blood
right next to our ears.

We received our wings;
Wisdom showed herself to us
and raptured again.

-theothersid3

Light’s Shadow

All potentials for evil doing are there. What shines very bright also casts very dark shadows.

I gave the key to light, not darkness. Darkness had quite a crack at me in Park Place in 2003-2004. I hold the key now after God hands me what I can handle. That key had the power to unlock very dark doors – and my demons tried to force my mind, hand, and spirit. I chose not to go there and that is the saving grace that led me here, free of the need for an exorcism.

The shadow’s potentials do exist. My demons try to twist me into the shadows. However, I am not my shadows. I simply cast them.

-theothersid3

Blind Spot

Veil of the unseen,
Veil of God, my instincts scream;
Veil was conceived blind.

Blind in numbed darkness,
Blind to all worlds imagined,
Blind spot is the key.

Key to comprehend
Key to my deity’s soul.
David’s Key unlocks.

Unlocks earth’s heaven,
Unlocks true sight in all worlds,
Unlocks God’s wisdom.

Wisdom sees through me.
Wisdom comforts, coddles me.
Wisdom shrinks the veil.

-theothersid3

Life @CatV

The storm around us
envelopes, swallows us whole:
wind, lightning, thunder.

The wind-driven rain
levels our house; we wander
through the Raven’s Eye.

There, in the storm’s eye,
clear skies surround us, as we
follow God’s Third Eye.

-theothersid3

Flowing Mind

Traversing all planes,
the Omniriver of God
courses through space-time.

Where my mind taps in,
the non-physical transcends
cosmic horizons.

Conscious potentials –
causally disconnected;
Darkness not revealed.

-theothersid3

God’s Wounds

“Feed my lambs!” wailed God,
Yahweh, void of sanity:
Fed his lambs Godflesh.

The darkest anguishes
Felt by God and felt by me,
Heal by means of time.

When time ends, all is
Shalom and the pain subsides:
Darkness tamed at last.

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The Second Life

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Pierce Darkness Within

Stab with light and twist the blade

Don’t look back, walk on

-theothersid3

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